el fin
el fin de mis dos semanas en mexico y tambien el fin de mis veintes!! manana voy a ser treinta anos!!! hmm a donde empezar..
okay escuela.
im pretty sad to not be in san miguel de allende anymore. but all i need is a plane ticket and im there, so whatevs. no todo es perdido. ill have to upload pictures later since my phone to laptop connecty cable thing is no longer in existence. i think i left off recapping wednesday. thursday mayra and i failed to make it to spin class, a first! todo bien. ladida, great workshop day. oh! you know whats funny, and i may or may not have mentioned this, but every morning mayra lizvet and i would take a cab to the school where we’d do therapy. ahahahhahhaha so lazy. d was talking about how it felt like we were in the amazing race hahahah. anyhoo despues la clase, it was a little rainy, which made me want to stay in and work out and listen to old school music which is what we did! sharee and i ventured out so she could take fotos of me with her awesome 70s nikon. shes so pro, and i adore the shit out of her! we somehow ended up back at rosewood, exploring and getting stuck there due to the rain, which turned into our birthday dinner (shes july 1). oh my god. best meal EVER. EVER!!!!! last year this place was rated the best restaurant in all of mexico. id vouch for dat shit. we felt as though we’d never eaten before, it was that good. then the waiter surprised us with cake on this heavy ass rock slab that said “happy birthday” haha we were so in awe. the stone was so cold. that sounds metaphoric. yet its literal as literal can be.
entonces friday. viernes. oh last day so sad!! yet so wonderful. we started our day off doing therapy with our groups, focusing on goodbyes and all that. guess what, i cried! it was a good feeling. theres a line between crying in front of the people youre helping (ie they know that your life has been touched by them) and sobbing uncontrollably (ie they get freaked out cause they feel like they have to comfort you). i stayed well within the correct boundaries. we were handing out little tokens of love we’d made for them, so when it came my turn i just let it out. theres another way to connect when language is barrier, tears!!!! i just had an idea. im feeling muy creative these days, thanks to my art therapist homies and our time in mexico. fake art school ftw. anyway. we all made murals which went into a bigger mural which will hang in the instituto. what a fantastic experience. ivonne, our translator therapist, later said during our group meeting (and i have to say i love the way they translate their language into english, comes out way cooler) that it was nice for me to cry, because i appear “cool” but the tears showed my “sensitivity.” haha. entonces a little celebration at the teacher house followed by major shopping with lizvet. we have such issues. if there ever were a drug that i were addicted to it would be shopping. i get a crazed look in my eyes for sure. also feel my blood pressure rise, no bueno. we made it back to our hotel and to our last supper with the rest of the crew at la cocina about 30 minutes late, whoops! then to rosewood for the third time in three days for a drink on the roof. i had a shot of tequila, yikes. met up with everyone at a rooftop bar which was magical with all the old buildings in sight, all lit up. it was like that scene in monte carlo starring selena gomez. asodfihasodifhasoidfhasodihf. anyway the scene where one of the girls was partying on some rooftop and she was just in heaven. im shaking my head too no precupes. fantastic time, then got sucked into a bar on the way home with lizvet and naomi cause we saw popcorn inside the bar. had a few more tequila shots YUCK. bad idea! slept for an hour then lorena and i were off to the airport which was 1.5 hours away. we somehow made it onto our flights, and arrived back in la where i started feeling reeeeal hungover. hahahahah. slept alllll day and now im recovered from that but not from missing mexico. boo hoo. oh one funny thing. i was sitting next to a lady who was waiting for her teenage daughter to board. the daughter came on and was kind of giving the mom attitude, and the mom goes “i love my daughter, i love my daughter, i love my daughter” hahahhaa i go “is that your mantra” and she was like yes it has to be sometimes. hahhahahahha.
now about my birthday tomorrow.
today is the last day of my 20s. ive totally been having random flashbacks all day to different places in my 20s. it makes me smile and also cringe, and also want to go back in time to that version of me to give past me a hug and say “itll be okay pal, enjoy life. youll figure it out eventually.” oh memories. this is the part where my eyes glaze over as i stare off into the distance with an occasional chuckle. how far weve come, self and all the voices in my head! oh i went all glazey and distant again. so long, farewell 20s!
- ❤
- “look, this can fit a baby and a dog”
- happiness
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- hasta luego
- gracias


























































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































